Success is grim, but failure is not an option

“Incarnate: Essence” Available for Pre-Order

Release date is April 18

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Following the events in Incarnate: Existence, the handful of desperate freedom fighters known as the forty-eights, led by an immortal being who is reincarnated every time they die, are indelibly transformed by what happened. Beset by violent insurgents, mounting corporate influences, frantic ideological governments, and a group of zealous hackers known as the Anonymous Knights, our protagonist attempts to hold the forty-eights together, even as their own mind seems to be coming apart. Propelled into an unfamiliar future where advanced technology can alter the very genetics of a human being, where the scourge of a new drug called Shift threatens to become an epidemic, and where global conspiracies endeavor to steer the tides of destiny, our protagonist will continue seeking answers to their own puzzling existence as a possible way to ensure a better future for humanity. In this second installment of the five part Incarnate series, old and new allies join our protagonist, no matter what body they come to inhabit. In Incarnate: Essence, success is grim, but failure is not an option.

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Knowledge Quiz

I have finished writing the second installment of my novel series (still needs proof-reading by others, formatting, cover art, etc). I am about to go on a week long vacation. When I get back, I hope to do more blog posts.

In the meantime, I have created a quiz to test people’s knowledge of science, philosophy, and history, if anyone is interested. Let me know how you do.

https://harpertom888.polldaddy.com/s/general-knowledge

My Hiatus

It’s been a while since I made a blog post, but there is good reason for that. Perhaps not good reason, but reason. Of course, the holidays keep a person busy, but it wasn’t only family functions that occupied my time. I made decent headway on the second installment of my Incarnate book series. I have 21 chapters of a rough draft for the second installment done, and as it’s looking right now, the second one might be quite long (I wouldn’t be surprised if it goes over a thousand pages). I’ve also started reading the Malazan Book of the Fallen epic fantasy series by Steven Erikson, which has been very good so far. At the same time, I’ve had to setup times to attend events at Purdue University and the University of Michigan where I’m being considered for graduate school in biochemistry. And then classes started up again on Monday, January 5, where I’m taking a full schedule and teaching a class. The cherry on top being that the heater fan in my car died just as temperatures plummeted to single digits, so I’ve had to mess with that all week, and it’s still not working. I can deal with the temperatures, but my breath condensing on the windshield and immediately turning to frost means I have to drive slippery roads while constantly scraping ice off the inside of my windshield (and knocking my review mirror off the windshield in the process). It’s like driving on hard mode.

Anyway, I wanted to assure anyone who actually reads my blog that I haven’t abandoned it. I’m hoping to do at least one post a week while classes are in session, probably sometime on the weekends, and try to maintain some semblance of regularity. But of course, there are other things that tend to take precedence. I’ll get back to more content-oriented posts and not make this a personal diary with my next post.

Update and Snippet

To anyone who reads this, I’ll have more time to write various blog entries in a few days. It’s finals week, so I’m a little preoccupied. In the meantime, enjoy this snippet from the prologue of my novel “Incarnate: Existence” available on Amazon:

Warning: graphic content.

 

“You must stay under the covers,” my father said. “They mustn’t find you.”

The fear in his usually stern voice caused my mother to break into tears as she hugged me close, the grip of her arms almost painful. I didn’t know if what was happening was another one of my panic attacks bringing out old memories or if it was actually happening. It had been just two lifetimes ago that the same Mongol horde had sacked Zhongdu. The memory of the carnage they rained down on us was still fresh. The wailing. The panic. A horror that would snuff out the sanity of any mortal being. I can vividly remember the blade of their axe cutting through my neck. Those last horrifying seconds of consciousness after my head is decapitated, unable to breathe or speak or move.

Now they had found me again in Baghdad.

It felt like déjà vu. Usually bustling streets stood silent, the entire city holding its breath, awaiting its fate. My father and two brothers paced about the house holding daggers. The command had come three days prior not to fight back against them if we hoped to keep our lives, but word of what the horde had done to previous cities made it difficult to believe.

“Father,” I said over my mother’s crying.

“Quiet Taibah,” he said.

“If you love us, you will kill us quickly now,” I said,

My mother moaned with despair. My brothers exchanged nervous glances.

“Don’t say that,” my father said. “Allah will watch over us.”

“I was there,” I said, “when they slaughtered the Jin dynasty,” the last words coming out sounding funny in our language.

“Don’t speak of such things,” my father said. “You should pray for our lives.”

“They will not allow us to live,” I said. “This city will be painted with our blood soon. They will take more than your lives. They will cut down everything you hold dear.”

My father stood looking at me, trying to remain abstinent at my words, but he knew what I was saying was true. We sat in silence for a moment, a barely audible din in the distance. My mother’s crying became weak sobs as we waited, the sun lowering in the sky. A quiet before a storm.

“Why do they wait?” one of my brothers asked.

“It’s useless to question the ways of the hordes of hell,” my father said, putting his back against the wall and sliding down to the floor, burying his face in his hands.

“The massacre of an entire population is a difficult feat,” I said. “They confer with the Caliph about the population so they can decide how many of us each rider must execute.”

This made my mother begin crying loudly again. My father glowered angrily at me. I had no need to keep the pretense of being his daughter anymore. I pushed my mother away, leaving her to cry into her own hands, and stood up from the bed.

“If you don’t have the courage to do it,” I said, holding my hand out, “then let me end our suffering quickly.”

He looked at the dagger in his hand then back to me, furrowing his brows in anger.

“The presence of those demons has affected you,” he said, gripping the dagger tight.

“Then end my suffering and remove my demonic presence for your house,” I said as I held up my head and pointed at my throat.

“You don’t talk to me that way!” he said, climbing back to his feet.

I stepped toward him, still holding my head up to reveal my neck. My father raised his free hand, ready to strike me when the noise outside grew quickly. My mother moaned in despair, my brothers looked to my father with panic. The shouts grew near, sending a chill down my spine. The ground shook. People took to the streets, not having anywhere to run but being too scared to stay still. The first riders sped past our house, howling cries of gleeful fury.

The streets became engulfed with riders. The constant roaring tone of tens of thousands of warriors erupted from every direction. The earth trembled as their horses crashed through the city. Suffocating fear ripped through the atmosphere.

“It’s too late,” I said, slowly backing away.

My father grabbed me, carrying me back to the bed in a vain attempt to hide me again. The door flung open, a foreign warrior standing with his bow already drawn, letting loose an arrow at one of my brothers with such force it pinned him to the wall. My brother tried in vain to pull the arrow out as blood trickled down his torso. My other brother lunged for the filthy Mongol warrior with his dagger, but the Mongol dodged him, grabbing his arm and snapping it backwards. My brother let out a scream, dropping the dagger, his arm hanging limply at his side.

More Mongols piled into the room, one ramming a dagger up through my brother’s chin and into his skull. The roaring outside hurt my ears. My father dropped me as the Mongols threw him to the floor. One of them crouched down, grabbing my father’s ear and slicing a knife through it, pulling it off his head and tossing it into a sack. My father screamed as they dragged him outside. I scrambled to my feet, my mother grabbing for me. The floor shuddered. The Mongols tied a rope around my father’s neck and attached it to a rider. He took off, dragging my father kicking down the road as they howled in delight.

Blood smeared the roads. Four doors down a group of Mongols lined my neighbors up, men women and children. I watched as one buried his axe blade in my neighbor Khana’s neck. He wrenched it out and swung again, this time sending her head sailing to the ground. Another group of Mongols rode by, dragging children behind their powerful horses, the ragged bodies naked and bloody beyond recognition.

Nausea gripped me as I fell to my knees, vomiting. The thundering war cries and hammering hooves were disorienting. My mother was grabbing at my clothes, trying to pull me back to some semblance of safety. My vision narrowed, ears ringing, mouth dry, almost losing consciousness.

More hands grabbed me. My mother screamed. The strong Mongol hands won over, lifting me up onto his shoulder. My mother chased out after him. Another warrior grabbed her by the hair and yanked, sending her to the ground as he dragged her toward an execution line.

“Kill me now!” I yelled to my captor in his own tongue. “Please, kill me now!”

This gave him a moment’s pause, but he continued, put me up on his horse and jumped gracefully up. I could smell the grit and feces clinging to his silk clothes. The horse took off down the road, chaos playing out like a festival in hell all around me.

Mounds of books and wagons burned. Piles of heads with ears removed accumulated near execution lines. Rivers of blood flowed down the streets into the canals, pooling in potholes, spraying over the walls. My captor’s horse slipped on some entrails and almost fell over. The pained cries of women and children played like a fugue to the brutal calls of the invaders.

“Where are you taking me?” I yelled in a dreamy voice.

“Curious girl,” he sneered. “You shall be taken as a wife.”

I struggled to throw myself off the horse, but the warrior held me fast. Tears streamed down my cheeks, knowing the fate that awaited me. We rounded a corner and came upon the market place where a group of young women were already tied up and stripped naked, Mongol warriors eating the fruit, joking with one another and violently raping the women.

“Please don’t,” I moaned. “Please, just kill me.”

“The men would not like that,” he laughed, jumping easily from the horse and grabbing me off.

The women screamed as the Mongol warriors crushed them beneath their foul torsos, thrusting savagely into them. I pounded on my captor in vain with tiny fists, but he barely noticed.

“It’ll cost you five ears for this one!” my captor yelled.

The others roared with demonic glee, some holding up the bloody sacks containing the ears of their victims. I was thrown to the ground, my captor grinning down at me. I struggled to catch my breath. His silk clothes were riddled with holes and smudged with dirt. He tore down his pants. I scrambled to my feet and ran past him. He was unable to catch up to me with his pants down. The other Mongols laughed uproariously.

“You won’t have me!” I yelled, jumping on his back and pulling an arrow from the quiver.

He reached back, trying to grab me. I dropped down to my feet, looking at the sharp iron tip of the arrow. He jumped away from me, expecting me to stick the arrow head into his back. Instead, I reeled my hands in front of me, the arrow pointing back, and plunged it with every ounce of strength I could muster into my own throat, feeling the cold iron slice like fire into my flesh.

My eyes widened, the breath stolen from me. I tore the arrow back out, plunging it into my throat again. The roar of the city quieted as I fell the ground, already greasy with fat and blood, my throat letting a geyser of my own add to it.

I wished for all the pain and suffering to end, but my many thousands of lifetimes told me that this would not be possible. I waited for the darkness to take me and my next life to begin.

“Science major gives life to sci-fi novel.”

I was recently featured in my school’s paper The Lanthorn for having my book “Incarnate: Existence” published. You can read the whole thing here: http://www.lanthorn.com/article/2014/12/gv-student-author-publishes-first-novel

Snippet:

“The 600-page text focuses on Marcy Riviera, who is thought to be the world’s only immortal being. The story follows the main character through her attempts at leading a normal life whilst carrying the psychological baggage of her endless instances of reincarnation. Not surprisingly, Harper claims his interest in philosophy played just as big of a role in the creation of the novel as his biochemistry background did.

“While there is science involved in my work, it’s more of a philosophical exploration,” Harper said. “I hope to get people to think on some difficult questions, even if the answers can’t be found. But I also hope that people can find enjoyment in the story.””